YOU

The answer is YOU. :) 

Happy weekend.

Paramdam ka wag lang masyado, baka kasi masanay ako.

stepping back...

In the state of stepping back. It may not be the right thing to do but who knows. It may be easier to just follow your heart but there are things that you want to take into consideration. Taking mind over heart. I just hope that i'll get this through. I know that it's easier said than done. Love fools and if I really have the choice, I'll dive in without thinking but this is life and I need to bear the truth that it's not going to happen.

Fools says to let it go but fear rush in faster.  It envelopes my whole being and I don't want to be bitten with this and eat my senses. 

Love the feeling of love but I have to let go. I just hope I can get through.

Hingang malalim. - Breathe deeply.

Patchy

Patchy, our dear dog left us yesterday.  I am still emotionally and physically drained. Hope that we'll cope up with the loss. Good thing that she will no longer bear the pain she is experiencing. We will forever treasure all the memories, Patch. Thank you.

possibilities

word for the week is possibilities. :) would love to explore something new. been to craziest days... and the feeling that you just want to shout out loud hoping that wind will take away my loneliness/emptiness i felt. i'm not closing the possibilities that things will get better. i'm sure it will. in God's time. just thanking for the days i spent with friends and families to forget and be crazy. please keep me.... Here's hoping for a better tomorrow. i think i need to buy myself some flowers to cheer me up. :)

bed of roses

hmm....feeling the love. i'm watching bed of roses trailer. would love to buy some flowers for myself tomorrow. :)

weekend!

what i did last weekend:

- made a pasta dough but wasn't able to roll & cook the dough as i need to clean the pasta maker first. :(
- was able to attend the 10am mass at San Beda College. just had a headache on my way home... traffic along recto avenue.
- watch Chuck series season 3!
- ate duck black misua soup at Tunay Beef House. yum! my old time favorite
- shop some accessories at 168 shopping mall
- sleep.. sleep. (had a headache, and i think because of oversleeping)

had a relax weekend. hopes to have a long weekend again.... out of town sana.

Can't wait for the long weekend

dear dear.... it's been a very long... long... while since my last post.

random thoughts...

Im so looking forward to long weekend. 2 more working days and i can sleep all i want. want to de-stress myself this weekend.

some of the things i want to do:
- make some pasta from scratch (Mom just sent a pasta maker and im so excited to use it) - need to google pasta recipe
- i already made pillow cases last week while watching Chuck dvd series-- want to make some more. will buy some fabric at Ilaya -maybe maong type (want to make cute string type bags) ; try to look for a canvas to draw and make some bags also with my drawings!!!! can't wait.
- i'm happy that i already found my sketch pad but still can't find my old one. :(
- i want to go out of town just to eat lunch or merienda. Im thinking of going to Casa Rap in Batangas or Baguio
- attend mass at San Beda College in Mendiola -- been a long time since i heard mass :(
- take photos randomly in the morning using Dad's old Nikon F2 cam
- sleep... sleep... and sleep some more...

Wish that I'll be able to do all these. Good luck to me.

I need some yellow! =)

You Need Some Yellow in Your Life

Yellow will make you feel happy, perky, and hyper. And with a little yellow, you will project an aura of energy. If you want attention, you've got to get a little yellow in your life! For extra punch: Combine yellow with blue or orange The downside of yellow: People associate it with sickness and deceit The consequences of more yellow in your life: You will have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems You will be protected from depression and moodiness You will be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed

http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolordoyouneedquiz/">What Color Do You Need?